The Sun card reversed suggests that you might feel underappreciated or isolated. There may also be confidence or support issues that keep you from fully committing to or enjoying a healthy, vital love life. Keeping up appearances when the fire is almost gone (or for the sake of others) could be more about pride, codependency or ego. You deserve to shine, feel attractive and express your passion, even if it means moving on or getting away.
are we drifting more and more apart?
wat have or will become of us? is it time to give u up? maybe it's time to let go? everytime i see you walk away from me, hurts me alot......
missing you for the 116 hr, 38mins and counting..
u seems angry with me? I nt sure why or iszzit.. couldn't build up my courage to call u and ask.. really I tink it's my fault, I was the one who didn't talk to u abt hw I tink abt stuffs.. u keep saying that I love to keep things in my heart.. I believe that it is true.. after all I m just learning to enhance myself and open myself to you.. I did promise myself to speak out whatever I feel to you.. but the words just didn't come to my mouth when I m with u..
everytime u talk abt ur ex-gf.. I was feeling jealous. thinking does she still lives in your heart? as she had spent the perfect 3 years with you, she was the impt part of ur life, but in the end u still let her go(although I may not know the reason why). maybe I should try to understand why u are still settling things with her. she has been there for you, knowing you more than I do, spent more time with u, done many things just for you, many wonderful years u both have together. she even met ur parents, who are the most impt people existing in your life, showing all the care and concern, wanting you to learn things which may help you, hoping that you don't spend too much money on those things that u want but do not really need them.
I dun really have particular thinkin of alot things.. erm. to accompany you in search for your camera, really to me it doesn't really matters where we go as long as I m with you. I JUST WANT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE, hearing your thoughts. supporting u mostly, givin you opinions, providing the care and concern, look after u when u r sick/down. but maybe to you i m hiding something from you, to tell u the truth.. I m not.. I only hide my feelings from you.. ever since the day u say to slow things down and we back to being frens, talk abt r/s later.. I tink tat's when my heart started hurting everyday when I misses you during my free time.. tat's why I m mostly keeping myself busy so that I need not miss you and feel the ache in my heart. so from tat day onwards, I decide to tell u how I feel only when u decide tat we should be back again. so wat even if I would tell u how much I love you, things will nv change btw us till u settle ur own personal stuff.
for now.. I m just a normal fren to you.. me sitting there hoping that things will change for us... it will nv be till the correct time comes..
I duno wat will you be expecting from me. I am who I am, nothing can change me.
I'm Eugenia Teo, trying my best to be the next impt person in your life.
p.s.: my parents supports us in whatever we decide and planning to do.
