i thou i m able to slowly forget. bt.. seeing you online always makes me wana see u bt afraid to. i scare u ask me alot questions where i scare i nt able to ans you. i scare i run bac to you again and do something tat even i myself nt able to forgive myself. seeing you offline.. i wish that u come online but he dun come offen. he changed his hp number. i wana it but nt from baobei. nt from anyone. only for him. bt he doesn't seem to wana to keep in contact with me kinda of sad.. but i still able to remember his old hp number even i deleted off my phone list.
in the end.. all i can say is tat I MISS HIM.
questions i wana ask him.. i wana ask.. "do you have feelings for me from the start or or just play play only." "what m i to you? u haven ans me yet.. this question i ask long ago le.." "i fall for you le.. u know ma.. but do you?" "are we able to get bac together?" "the day i div with u in maple... i thou tat it will bring us more together in real cos i wana quit maple soon but.. it brought us more apart." "you can care your fren.. wat abt me? i sick.. u also dun care."
but i m afraid to hear the ans.. i scare i might cry..
kinda think of it.. till now i haven cry yet.. maybe i haven gaven up on him.. maybe i still waiting for him.. maybe i tink to him i dun contact him better.. maybe i dun wana cry cos.. i scare i might si xing..
in all. i wana tell him... I MISS YOU DENNIS.. but do you?
